You say you love me, but i don't know that you do. Any of you.
i think you love me when it is convenient to love me.
But when i want things you may not want, when i dream of a life which is not your dream - there is no space for this, no meeting ground.
I am a strong, independent woman but you don't need my strength or my independence... just the cuteness and the friendship .. none of the other uncomfortable appendages i come with.
How do we solve this? I ask knowing fully well we will not. I will crawl in to bed and tomorrow we will pretend those parts of me don't exist, those wannabe conversations never came up.
Because who are we kidding? You don't need me and you know i need you.
Why else would i be here - my heart feels compromised.
i think you love me when it is convenient to love me.
But when i want things you may not want, when i dream of a life which is not your dream - there is no space for this, no meeting ground.
I am a strong, independent woman but you don't need my strength or my independence... just the cuteness and the friendship .. none of the other uncomfortable appendages i come with.
How do we solve this? I ask knowing fully well we will not. I will crawl in to bed and tomorrow we will pretend those parts of me don't exist, those wannabe conversations never came up.
Because who are we kidding? You don't need me and you know i need you.
Why else would i be here - my heart feels compromised.
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